The Energy “I”

How often does the question arise about the meaning of life, about what it means to be human, and what the “Eneggy I” actually is. In energy work, an awareness of universal connection develops quickly. An I am in being. A channel that allows energies to flow and creates healing through energy fields.

The easiest way to understand this energy is by comparing it to a baby that has just been born. It simply is. It lies in your arms and fills the entire surroundings with the energy of love and connection. Through its mere existence. This field touches before words even exist; it works immediately.

An energy field incarnated into a small human body. Fragile, helpless, completely dependent. And yet, within this vulnerability lies an enormous power. The presence of this being opens hearts, connects people, activates care. To be seen as the creation of the energy

The Energy “I” I in the manifestation of a baby.

What does this energy look like before incarnation, or after? Let me take you there for a moment. In the energy field, this energetic awareness appears as a clear, bright light. Your “I” as a being of light that can emerge from a greater field. Permeable in its consistency, floating in perception, you are carried by a quality of unconditional love.

This light remains stable as awareness. It responds to movement, to touch, to influence, and always returns to its original form. It can be penetrated, turned, touched. Every change flows through it and reorganizes itself. You exist as unchangeable safety. Do you now feel that you could destroy it?

When I was allowed to get to know my energy I, I was in a phase of great insecurity and anger. And when my teacher asked me this question, I said yes, I could stab into it. But nothing happened at all.The field remains alive, connected, whole. You simply exist as light-filled awareness. Do you feel this floating, this permeability in the energy? That is you! Now try to compare or judge, to find your emotions. Can you do that?

Since that day, my life has moved along very different paths. I only need to direct my thoughts to the sentence “I know what I am ,” and all emotional challenges fall apart.

When you look at your challenges, your pain, your loss, your overwhelm from the perspective of the light, they appear to you as small condensed energy knots. Like tiny, delicate clouds drifting around without importance. Each of these little clouds carries a story, a memory, an emotional charge. These condensations belong to being human. They arise from encounters with circumstances that feel foreign to the original field of love and openness.

Pull one of these little clouds toward you. One thought is enough to draw a cloud into your light. Do you see how it becomes finer, more permeable, more transparent? It begins to dissolve and fades away until it has completely dissolved into the field. It follows the natural order of the field. The light reminds the condensed energy of its origin. Of the state from which it emerged.

This being carries the baby that was born.This being is carried by you.

Only your being has become hidden over the years beneath so many clouds of experiences, challenges, beliefs, and teachings that you can no longer feel your light. Yet the memory of it is enough. With the thought “I know what I am,” through the presence of being, you are able to draw your challenges into your light. To let the condensed energies of emotions dissolve and to orient yourself emotionally toward joy and relaxation.

And if you now think, yeah, but I still don’t have the fairytale castle and the bag full of money, then I agree with you. Yet if you can experience your everyday life with more joy and balance, your light is open to receiving—and quite a few surprises may still appear in your life.

Try it out. Have fun with it!