The Gaze toward the Light — How Judgement Shapes Our Experience

The foundational channeling keeps unfolding. Week by week a new space opens that goes deeper than I could have anticipated on first reading. This week a question emerged from the flow of the text that has stayed with me — and that is so far-reaching that I will deepen it next week in its own theme. You can already look forward to content exploring questions like: What truly lies behind states of illness? Beyond the diagnosis, beyond the findings, beyond what needs to be treated, controlled and prevented?

Today we continue with the aspects and approaches of our judgements. You can read the complete channeling of this month in last week's blog, where I already explored the influence of judgements in the first part.

Judgements determine both how we experience our body — and where our gaze goes when things become difficult. Pain, fight, war, injustice, illness. The next passage of the channeling leads us into judgement and into the energy of events that are hard to bear.

✍🏼♾️ The pain in experiencing injustice, poverty and illness is so intense and hard to bear because many are aware of the senselessness of these events. More and more people recognise the senselessness in these initiated outbursts of harm, violence and separation from unity and peace. This will however never be a content you need to fear. All these things are temporary experiences that can never destroy the source — the origin of all being.

Your emotional stability and the feeling of belonging determine how you feel. This is a pure question of the gaze. When you stand in the darkness and look into the darkness, your path remains dark. When you stand in the darkness and direct your gaze toward the light, your path moves toward the light. It need not mean that things immediately become brighter and lighter for you. It may mean that feelings, losses, pain and wounds first want to be lived through — yet looking toward the light is a path that leads you out of the darkness. ♾️✍🏼

The gaze toward the light is often blocked by our judgements. We occupy ourselves with circumstances and create new circumstances in the same energy. This is beautifully captured here with the image of the darkness. Why we carry this pattern is deeply rooted in our understanding of polarity. Yet is this understanding really accurate?

The deepening shows:

✍🏼♾️ The polarity of right-wrong, good-bad is insufficient. Positive and negative are not an either-or — they are a both-and. Only when you recognise that both poles can exist inseparably together can things transform into being.

A state of illness is based on a future perspective. It is bound to creation — not to the feeling of being. All of this still hangs in the if-then. Yet if-then is not being. If you want to do something, then do it. Why suffer and only enjoy afterwards? Why not enjoy now, so as not to suffer at all?

You decide what your feeling stands for. You decide about your feeling through judgement. Judge differently — feel differently. In the so-it-be lies the energy of asking and receiving. ♾️✍🏼

The Gaze toward the Light and the So-It-Be

For me an energy has grown from this channeling that I call upon again and again. The so-it-be. It sounds simple — and carries so much more than it first appears to. It is the opposite of if-then. It is arriving in the now, in what is — withdrawing the charge from demands, from fight, from judgements that make everything heavier than it needs to be.

So-it-be means trust in the now. It means: I give what is, space. I withdraw from it the energy of resistance. And in this space — in this quiet yes to the now — the feeling shifts. Judged differently is felt differently.

This is the core of this month. And it will continue to accompany us.

The Journey Within

Last month the magical turtle led you to the pearl of your being — a foundational visualization designed to help you dive into your inner world faster and deeper each time. It remains freely available for you on YouTube.

This Sunday the turtle shows you the game of life with all its characters. A journey that reveals how you stand energetically in the field — and how everything is interwoven, connected and yet deeply individual.

The Guided Visualization is available free of charge and ad-free for two months on my website and on YouTube. Enjoy it here: The Game with All Characters

This way you can listen first — and if it accompanies you in a way that makes you want to return to it again and again, it will then be available for purchase.

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Next week we dive together into the body as mirror — what illness truly shows when we look more closely. I am very curious about what will reveal itself in the deepening of this theme. At this point my deeply felt thank you to all who accompany this journey. Both here as readers, thinking along and perhaps sharing thoughts in the comments. That would make me very happy — and equally the field and the companions who accompany me so intensively through this experience.