The Limitation of Universal Abundance

The Limitation of Universal Abundance in the Working Memory of Incarnation

This month, I began with the title Projection in the Hologram. I entered through the idea of being a light being whose experiences create a form of shadowing in the field of light, and whose light can appear somewhat darkened because of the mass energies created in the world through tragic events such as crime and wars. The light being is wrapped, somewhat hidden, appearing as if beneath a mist.

This arose from my experience during the time when I worked as a childminder, when souls seeking the light appeared to me as a holographic, transparent field.

During that time, I often experienced souls seeking the light as a holographic, transparent field. Toys began to move even after the children had already gone to sleep or had gone home. They moved in a way that made it clear to me that the movement ran against gravity. Marbles that had been put away at the bottom of the track began to roll. In observation, it looked as if someone was playing.

Most of these souls were deeply confused and played with things they knew well.

I then entered a meditative focus with the movements of the toys. This allowed me to perceive the souls who were seeking help and to guide them into the light. For me, this is no greater difference than comforting a child who misses their parents.

Most of these children had been torn out of life abruptly, through accidents or illness, and did not know what had happened. Their trust in shared play and my questions helped their memory reconnect. Then they allowed themselves to be collected and accompanied by feeling and by deceased relatives.

The channeling, however, guided this title into a much deeper understanding of universal communication and knowledge.

Here in the first blog of November, you will find the complete channeling. The limitation of universal abundance shows itself as protection from overwhelm, so that the human being can live, feel, and act within incarnation.

In the following paragraphs, I go deeper into the content of these first words.

First, the exact transmission.

♾️✍🏼 This is how projection in the hologram appears in the energy fields, like a grain of sand in the desert. Each individual grain is an individually defined being, appearing as a whole in the form of the desert. In this way, the All-One arises from countless individual beings that connect within the All-One. Every piece of information, every emotion, every feeling, and every experience is carried within every individual being.

You can imagine it like a mainframe computer. Each grain is a data storage unit inserted into a central computer. Almost all information comes together there. You have access to any information you wish to have. You can retrieve it, use it, and close the folder again as soon as you know what you wanted to know.

For you, it is true that in incarnation you work primarily through working memory. We do not keep the great data storage permanently in the foreground. We access it in a focused way, at any time, whenever focus arises.

I sense that this idea is making you a little afraid right now. You find it difficult to imagine being empty, having no knowledge. Above all, this image reminds you of a reptile that reacts only from instinct.

The All-One, however, is a field of light in which all this information remains in vibration. Since there is no standstill, there is also no emptiness. Everything flows.

New information is added, revised, reorganized, and overwritten according to development. History remains present through focus nevertheless, like a subfolder carrying information that is not being worked with at the moment.

This one grain I spoke of forms itself as a field of light: crystalline, light, white, translucent light that carries all other colors within it and can illuminate them through focus.

In this way I can understand your feeling. When you are in emotions of anger and frustration, your energy field glows red for me. I enter this red energy field with my focus and can feel your emotion and your feeling with you. My own field remains clear and pure.

I can recognize how you feel because I, too, carry the experience of being human within me, just as I also carry the experience of being a horse, a dog, a flower, or a tree.

On Earth, you can best imagine it like a child at play. The child plays with a doll and is Mommy. Then the child plays with Lego and is a builder or an architect. Mommy is over and at the same time remains a memory to which the child can return whenever it wants.

Right now I am speaking with you and am guiding these energetic gradients. Later, when you are doing something else again, I too am somewhere else and fulfilling another task. Task, in this sense, means: I exist.

It has little to do with your familiar understanding of activity. Even when you appear to be doing nothing, something is happening. You are breathing, existing, thinking, analyzing, rejoicing. You confuse action that produces something with work. When you produce nothing visible, it quickly feels useless to you. I would like to change this perspective.

Everything already exists. It may not yet be manifested on Earth, it may not yet have come into implementation, yet in the database of the All-One every idea exists. It is made available at the right time and in the right place. Your action depends on countless factors that show themselves to you in the form of processes that have worked or are working.

The human mind attempts to create from learned sequences. This is good, because it provides the foundation and the frame into which the new puzzle pieces can be placed, so that the image may expand.

The universal field is not an engine with a specific number of parts. Yes, it runs through certain parts, yet it expands constantly. New parts are continually added, and others go into the museum, if you want to put it that way. Nothing is lost. Nothing is deleted. Everything is changed and transformed.

You yourself, exactly like me, are an energetic light being, an energy that stands within the whole in individual vibration. Every experience changes this vibration. In pain it becomes tight, pointed, dense, and heavy; permeable joy allows it to become rounder, wider, and more unburdened.

Imagine it like a pattern on a fabric that wraps around you and at the same time flows through you, in every movement, in every radiation, in everything that emerges from you.

You can change this pattern through your attention. The light being is the carrier for everything you wish to experience. You can insert and lay down. You often speak of needing to feel what you want to have, or needing to be what you want. This has little to do with the path as you describe it.

What you want is already present as a vibration. Every vibration is present. The pattern of the fabric is hanging in your closet. You only need to put it on. You can also combine it. The diversity is inexhaustible.

In moments of pain, when movement tension blocks, hardens, and relaxation can barely find expression, the energetic field vibrates in spikes. You think you have to change it and want something different. In doing so, you forget what carries you.

You pull something new over it instead of laying down what is unwanted. You hold on to certain patterns because they allow you to be recognized and identified. Turn these moments into memory. Take the spikes away from them and regard each pain as a memory. The old pain is an experience for the subfolder, for the museum. The working memory is the light that can hold only the moment.

Your mind is the carrier of the subfolders. These data are life, experience, and information. They are not being. They are clothing that wraps around the body and influences whether the pattern fits you today or whether you might be better served by changing clothes.

This is your decision. Do you feel how the tension in this thought loosens? For once, simply be the carrier. Feel only the energetic light being, free from influence, free from clothing, free from pattern. And now consider what you wish to lead today. Which pattern do you allow to flow through you?

The body will follow. The fundamental frequency is light and love, connectedness and well-being. You can never lay this pattern down. Like the skin of your body, it is always there. You can cover it, influence it, and uncover it again.

Do you understand what you are doing? The only important action is this awareness. Creation is putting on, taking off, expansion, and collapse.

You resist collapse so much. It would be as if every evening and every morning you pulled your clothes over the previous clothes, never undressed, and never washed what was dirty. You see, it does not work that way.

I speak with you in a particular pattern. I have put on this pattern so I can reach you. Afterward, the pattern collapses and I move into another. The next time we speak with each other, I will have a new pattern, because you, too, will have a new pattern.

My frequency and yours are the source of the divine grain of sand, the universal DNA, God in everything, God in you. Individuality is the mixture of patterns that join into a completely individual fabric that only you have, that is nowhere the same and nowhere copied.

The different identities in the different parallels through which every being moves can be compared with identical twins. They may look almost alike, vibrate almost alike, and yet there are always small differences that make each twin its own identity. You bring this pattern into life with birth. You play with it, put it on and take it off, combine it, change it, and with death take it back into the energetic level again.

The pure light being has all these vibrations that make you an individual available in its own closet. I have no objection when someone borrows something from it. With my focus I do nothing else. I borrow experience and guidance that was not yet present in the pattern. If it is new to me, I step back and allow someone to speak with you who can better serve your question.

We are all one.

As a human being, you have a very open nature. You are open to answers, regardless of whom they come from. You have placed the appreciation of every individual on the same level. That is good. Your view of people you like or do not like is, in the imagination of the sleeping soul, a good working foundation that gives you safety and confirmation.

In a polarity in which much is going wrong, I am using your words here. You know, in the great image of the whole there is no wrong. Yet much runs heavily, selfishly, and on the levels of polarities. These polarities are foundations for experiences for which you were born. Polarity is valuable for experience. It is, however, nothing fixed and nothing unchangeable.

If you imagine polarity as a rope with two ends, this rope is not rigid. It is a frequency field with different levels. These levels can be entered and experienced from the position of your focus. In the past, these levels were sometimes so dense that the foundation beneath them appeared rigid and immovable. But it is not.

You think you have to wake sleeping people up by bringing them into another level of consciousness. I tell you: that is an endless struggle. Each person can change the level of consciousness only for themselves. You cannot be an alarm clock. A person wakes from deep sleep, briefly asks: What is going on? And then falls right back asleep.

For you it is important to see polarity as a movable element. You reduce the distance between the ends. Like an elastic band, you let them draw toward each other. At some point the tension that arose through density and weight eases, and the polarities become weaker. It is as if you had an elastic band in a pair of pants and lost belly circumference. At some point the pants fall down.

You are on the way there. You see, it depends on whether density increases or decreases, whether the pants are tight or loose. In a pair of pants, the two pole ends can even be knotted together. Yes, then they are in the same place. Would you like to knot these tensions together once, or let the air out of the belly in the pants? How does that feel? It is about your feeling. Waking people up does not help. ✍🏼♾️

The Limitation of Universal Abundance in the Working Memory of Incarnation

The statement from the field refers to the fact that we humans access the database of our working memory, while light beings access knowledge through energy and vibration. From this view, each individual has their own computer with their own data, while in the field only one computer with an immense database is used. Through a frequency pattern, through a vibration, every soul has access to the data connected with that vibration. This is a very high awareness of here and now, because in my understanding it means a shift from knowing everything to knowing nothing. I find it difficult right now to grasp the idea that all my memories are present only through the frequency of my emotions. I would then be dependent on the task I am meant to carry out in order to access that knowledge.

This idea awakens in me a certain fear of instinctive action. At the end, in the patterns, we will go into this aspect more deeply. Individuality in every being is also confirmed there. Since polarity also does not correspond to the model as we have it here, emptiness, not-knowing, and all-knowing are accessible in the same place.

On one level, I also find it very comforting, because the overwhelm of having to learn and retain so much falls away. I no longer have to remember and be able to develop everything further. I can simply access this knowledge and let my thoughts flow freely. I can follow the flow of expansion until I notice that something else feels more meaningful, and then let the thoughts collapse again.

We often think of failure when we end something or when it does not work. Yet is that really so? The field also says that everything comes at the right time and to the right place. And much is connected beyond our imagination.

The Illusion of Separation in the Great Central Computer

This separation from all knowledge thus also becomes a protection that is available both to us and to the field.

In the flow of energy there is also no standstill, only expansion and contraction. The emptiness we try to create in meditation refers to emptiness of thoughts. More precisely, it would be emptiness of focus on the mind. For emptiness and fullness are one and the same frequency. Emptiness is filled with fullness, just as fullness is also the carrier of emptiness.

You may have had this experience in an exam situation. You know you have learned everything and were able to answer every question just a moment before. Yet the frequency of your fear does not let you access this knowledge. Only when you can move into the emotion that everything you have learned is easy to retrieve and recognize do you regain access to your knowledge.

This is how I imagine it in the field as well. Only fear as a prevention does not exist there. The field would enter this fear and transform it. Just as they can enter our fear and help us out of the frequency when we ask them to.

The Protective Boundary of the Gaze

A further insight into the much-discussed life in the here and now is taken up here in depth through the image of the playing child and made understandable. The insight into the importance of experiencing life in the moment receives, for me, through this newly experienced access to the database, a different meaning than simply always wanting to be somewhere else. It is more than wanting to finish as quickly as possible, or already looking forward to an upcoming event that may make the present time feel heavy and drawn out. If the current focus alone determines what we feel, then we can only enjoy what we are doing right now.

A feeling of enthusiasm and being in one's element arises almost by itself. Since no other thought is present. If this feeling is not present in the moment, the more valuable question may be whether the activity is still the one that carries you further. Perhaps something in development is missing and you find yourself in a routine that no longer lets you grow. Then the thought of changing to another game, as a child does, may invite reflection. Because if we do not make this decision ourselves, sooner or later it will be made for us. A tree that can no longer grow dies.

The Moment in Which Everything Happens

A tree that no longer grows does not basically mean dying in the literal sense here. In my experience, circumstances then arise that make change unavoidable. Often the paths open possibilities that have long been on a wish list, while the courage or trust to implement them had been missing.

A child does not ask what it is like to be an architect, a builder, a teacher, or a researcher. It does not ask whether it is good enough. It simply does it. And if it goes wrong, it starts all over again. Fortunately! I can only vaguely imagine how many more Lego bricks and wooden railway tracks I would otherwise have needed and what else might have come from them. At some point, the whole apartment would probably have been built out of them.

Yet this channeling goes beyond starting over into the statement: Everything already exists.

A child simply starts building. It follows the building plan, the instruction manual called intuition. It looks at the picture on the box or on the plan and only checks again when it gets stuck somewhere. The image in the head is the guide. That is why, for adults, it can be such a challenge to pull a child out of this play and move it into something else. Going home becomes a drama because the inner process is not yet complete.

Letting the All-One Sink Into One's Own Story

The philosophy of the All-One also describes that its story, a process, is never complete. It consists of building and collapse, inhaling and exhaling, expansion and contraction. Each depends on the other.

In the moment when a task reaches completion and a new one begins, it may also be valued as a new beginning. It does not have to be an expansion into something even bigger, even more valuable, even more important. It may be a new experience, one that may lead to something greater. An experience that deepens and opens new insights. An experience that means expansion for you until you release it and begin again with something new. The exhale, the pride of having accomplished something, and perhaps the handing over of a project also mean exhale; they mean collapse. It does not necessarily mean that something breaks. It can also mean that you hand something over. A handing over that allows an inner emptiness to be felt, an emptiness that creates room for something new.

We humans often struggle with this. Either because so much new is already on the agenda that there is hardly room to exhale and clear out, or because nothing at all is on the agenda. No task is present, or outer circumstances do not allow it to become real.

We have all had such experiences since the beginning of 2020. For many, something old collapsed. For many, something new also grew from it.

Next week, we will go deeper into how we limit ourselves through our ideas and thereby prevent our expansion, development, and progress.

Do you feel limited in some area? Are there things that keep you in one place, and are you wondering how you could resolve the situation? Perhaps a feeling that burdens you again and again, or symptoms that hold you within limits? The Turtle journeys on my YouTube channel may offer you a path to release yourself from this feeling. Or you may find access to a 1:1 conversation through the offers and the contact page.

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